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  <pubDate>Fri, 26 Apr 2019 18:16:23 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;I really love watching my partner flapping his hands when stimulated. It&apos;s the cutest and best thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=2559&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>jaye talks</category>
  <lj:mood>happy</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 14 Mar 2019 12:32:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Dysphoria This Evening</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;Sometimes I frighten myself thinking that I think myself a woman.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Society&apos;s heteronormativity and at least twice the decade believing myself a gender I am not leaves me feeling automisogynistic and feeling as if I am &lt;strong&gt;enforcing&lt;/strong&gt; heteronormativity, not being a victim of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is frustrating.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=2141&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>jaye talks</category>
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  <lj:mood>distressed</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 08 Mar 2019 08:30:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>More Necrotic Poems</title>
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  <description>Last Christmas I gave you my heart,&lt;br /&gt;The very next day you gave it away&lt;br /&gt;But the police where already investigating.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I never had the chance&lt;br /&gt;To feel your lipstick on mine&lt;br /&gt;Until I dressed you for your&lt;br /&gt;open casket viewing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love you just the way you are,&lt;br /&gt;No other will ever be up to par.&lt;br /&gt;With your eternal smile&lt;br /&gt;And your heart preserved in its jar.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They call me a&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;Dying Romantic&lt;br /&gt;But you know that&lt;br /&gt;by now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll love you for the rest of my life,&lt;br /&gt;Because if I loved you for the rest of yours&lt;br /&gt;I would&apos;ve stopped loving you&lt;br /&gt;yesterday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you haven&apos;t met&lt;br /&gt;Your true love yet just&lt;br /&gt;Work for a morgue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br type=&quot;_moz&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=1926&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>morbid</category>
  <category>death</category>
  <category>necro</category>
  <category>tall tails writing</category>
  <category>poetry</category>
  <lj:mood>Morbid</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 04 Mar 2019 14:50:55 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;I need to remember to upload different icons for different purposes. Lackadaisy for writing, demon!Dipper for Scratches are? And what for gaming? Hm...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=1648&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>jaye chatters</category>
  <category>aka. me thinking aloud</category>
  <lj:mood>thoughtful</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 04 Mar 2019 14:47:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Necrotic Poems</title>
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  <description>I loved you,&lt;br /&gt;You died.&lt;br /&gt;I loved your corpse too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;My heart beats for you&lt;br /&gt;But yours needed blood&lt;div&gt;and bodily functions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;While I love you you are as cold as death&lt;br /&gt;And soil.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;Your kisses taste like&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;margin-left: 40px;&quot;&gt;dirt&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;margin-left: 80px;&quot;&gt;and maggots.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;I&apos;m having you cremated&lt;br /&gt;So you can come in me&lt;br /&gt;One last time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;Roses are red&lt;br /&gt;Your cheeks are blue&lt;br /&gt;Your lips are black&lt;br /&gt;And I love you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;I was a storm and&lt;br /&gt;You were dead.&lt;br /&gt;I was the moon and&lt;br /&gt;You were still dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;You are perfect&lt;br /&gt;And an organ donor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;I gave you chocolates,&lt;br /&gt;Cards and trinkets.&lt;br /&gt;I gave you songs and laughter and&lt;br /&gt;You gave me a funeral.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;I will love you for&lt;div style=&quot;margin-left: 40px;&quot;&gt;all your dying days.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;&lt;div&gt;In your arms I felt&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;margin-left: 40px;&quot;&gt;Safe.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;In my arms you felt&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;margin-left: 40px;&quot;&gt;Cold.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Could I kiss your little sister&lt;br /&gt;Over your cold, hard grave?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;&lt;div&gt;This bouquet of flowers remind me of you&lt;/div&gt;Because you&apos;re both&lt;div style=&quot;margin-left: 40px;&quot;&gt;dead.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=1497&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>necro</category>
  <category>death</category>
  <category>morbid</category>
  <category>poetry</category>
  <category>tall tails writing</category>
  <lj:mood>Morbid</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 08 Feb 2019 09:36:32 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;https://pillowfortmedia.s3.amazonaws.com/posts/63a88f44a66f_Boulder_dancing-sml.png&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;&quot;&gt;Boulder in the middle of dancing a jig!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; margin: 15px 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; vertical-align: baseline; box-sizing: border-box; color: rgb(68, 68, 68);&quot;&gt;She had to sell a very lovely necklace to get all the citrine she&amp;rsquo;s wearing. And the dress and shoes, for that matter. The other necklace is her sanguine amulet, though.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; margin: 15px 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; vertical-align: baseline; box-sizing: border-box; color: rgb(68, 68, 68);&quot;&gt;My DnD party (the Cider House Rogues) are attending a ball so Boulder had to go shopping. She&amp;rsquo;s a gnome so she adores a party.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; margin: 15px 0px 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; vertical-align: baseline; box-sizing: border-box; color: rgb(68, 68, 68);&quot;&gt;I had a tough time drawing her - this is probably the first time I&amp;rsquo;ve drawn someone actively in motion; her dress is flowing, her necklaces are suspended in the air, her hair and earrings swinging. I think it came out well, though. I also experimented with colouring black skin - specifically with her palms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really like the sapphires on her shoes.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=1160&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>boulder lily fallowinder</category>
  <category>dnd</category>
  <category>dnd oc</category>
  <lj:mood>artistic</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2019 11:58:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Spectrum Girls - Blood Types</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;I remembered blood types and thought I&apos;d sort them out. Might help with writing their personalities a bit. I find it kinda hilarious that, just like real blood type statistics, the rarest is O-Type.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 0, 0);&quot;&gt;Type A,&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 102, 0);&quot;&gt;Type AB&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;Type O&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;(maybe B),&amp;nbsp;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 153, 102);&quot;&gt;Type B&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 204, 255);&quot;&gt;Type B&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 0, 255);&quot;&gt;Type A&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&gt;Type AB.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=779&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>oc</category>
  <category>spectrum girls</category>
  <category>(no it&apos;s not homestuck)</category>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2019 11:43:29 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Me: &lt;/strong&gt;Who is this user why did they subscribe to me??&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;laquo;sees that they post fics with the Bort ship&amp;raquo;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Me:&lt;/strong&gt; You&apos;re in!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=700&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2018 13:59:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>New CamMaxVid Fic!</title>
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  <description>&lt;p style=&quot;box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 10px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &amp;quot;Source Sans Pro&amp;quot;, &amp;quot;Sans Serif&amp;quot;; font-size: 14px; text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;Written as a Secret Santa project. Was only a day late, wow! Most of it was written in about a day, which I like.&lt;br&gt;Read it &lt;a href=&quot;https://archiveofourown.org/works/17198021&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=felinejaye&amp;ditemid=257&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>smut fic</category>
  <category>cammaxvid</category>
  <category>fanfiction</category>
  <category>camp camp</category>
  <category>problematic smut</category>
  <category>problematic fic</category>
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